October 2010
These are my last couple of hours here, sat around waiting for my mum to turn up, everything is packed apart from my laptop. I seem to have a lot of stuff, I can’t understand ti, A lot of it is kitchen stuff, food stuff, and things we brought AFTER we’d packed the car, so I guess that’s got to be it. I’m hoping the phone call from my mum is saying that it’s all OK....
“Spare me your judgements and spare me your dreams,
Cause recently mine have...”
– Mumford and sons
it’s strange. how your whole life can feel like so much stuff but so little at the same time.
I forgot how much stuff I had when I moved up here, now I feel like I have more stuff but I do not understand how. :S
Beauty is a strange thing. Media has made people believe it has to be the way they tell us it has to be. But not everyone see’s beauty in the same way as everyone else. Yet, some how all the models are un natural thin (right, i know some girls who are naturally thin and look fantastic, but thats cause it looks natural, the models don’t look naturally like that). I don’t find some...
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
I am skipping day 8, cause, I have been satisfyed with my life, I just can’t really explain it.
my future?
welll one day I want to find someone who loves me for being me, I want to have an even number of kids, i want to own my own shop with my own t-shirt printing business within it. I want to be happy, I don’t want money, i just want enough to live. I want friends, I want a loved...
You make me want to jump on the next train just to see you. You make me want to jump the turnstyles so I can get the train. You make me loose track of time. I just wish you were closer. You make me melt inside.
I feel strangely good about myself today. I have no money, yet I am off out to buy an over sized shirt for saturday and possibly a tie. See you guys later!!
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits...
some places will tell you that i am this
Aquarius
Your element: Air
Your ruling planets: Uranus
Symbol: The Water Bearer
Your stone: Amethyst
Life Pursuit: To understand life’s mysteries Vibration: High frequency Aquarian’s Secret Desire: To be unique and original
Description: Special note for Aquarians: With the new Millennium heralding the Dawn of the Age of Aquarius, at...
Saturday night, Matthew, I am going to be
“I’m lyin’ here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too...”
– P!nk - Just like a pill
*cross my fingers, and my toes, and everything else that I’ll sleep tonight please*
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about...
30) I prefer Moz, not because of Morrissey, but because of an amazing woman who taught me a lot, who made me who I am, who has taught me to be as strong as I can be, and I couldn’t ask for someone better.
29) I’m a graphic arts and design student. I find that pretty interesting.
28) I change my hair colour a lot because it’s something I can control.
27) I usually have an...
This Made My DAY!
yourmindblown:
random funny facts
Like This gif? I have a even better one if this post can get 500 re-blogs.
look at your watch now, you’re still a super hot female
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own...
now that is far to personal to post on here.
(for peoples information, I have not thought about it, I just think its a rather personal question to ask. Some people just jump to conclusions without really thinking it through don’t they?)
Hit my head yesterday, only reason I actually got some sleep. Well I say sleep, I presume I just passed out cause I don’t actually feel anymore refreshed, infact I feel worse than before. I have a massive bump in my forehead that hurts when my expression changes, a thumping headache and dizzyness ontop of the tiredness/sleep deprived state I am in currently.
I’m going to the cinema...
Baby, don't worry about it, Hey there, don't even...
1.2.3.4.
I have to count, most things I do, I have this running total in my head, like I count steps, 1,2,3,4,5,6,7… I don’t notice I’m doing it, I count people… 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,8,9,8.. Lost count. I count beats from the music…2.3.4.5.6. I count slabs I walk on..1.2.3.5. thatshalfonedoicountitashalfortwo. I don’t realise. I count everything. And it’s...
the program single farther has made me fall even more in love with David Tennant. He’s a single dad, he’s got his proper accent, he’s a photographer, he’s got a motorbike, and he’s just… mmmm
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
I believe what I believe. You believe what you believe. Don’t tell me I’m going to hell. I don’t believe hell exists. Don’t tell me I’m worshipping a false idol. I’m just thinking a different way to you.
OK. So I almost had a good nights sleep last night, I was THAT tired that my body conked out, even with my brian going a thousand miles a second. I say almost, I got woken up at 3am, 4:30 am, and I think at 5 am again. and each time it took what felt like forever to get back to sleep. I am not a happy bunny today. I feel like blasting music out.
I need to pop to the shop, so i have some bread and...
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
You’re own personal choice. I don’t like the idea of a lot of the drugs. But then again I know I can have fun without them. But it’s all your own choice.
wereallmadhereinwonderland-deac asked: Top 5 Celeb Crushes?
skylerthebandit asked: Whats your favorite color? :D
http://moz99.tumblr.com/ask
ask me something, there is a link on my page
I look about 15 right now.
Video By India Arie
Sometimes I shave my legs and sometimes I don’t Sometimes I comb my hair and sometimes I won’t Depend on how the wind blows I might even paint my toes It really just depends on whatever feels good in my soul I’m not the average girl from your video and I ain’t built like a supermodel But, I learned to love myself unconditionally Because I am a queen I’m not the...
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
ten years?
Hmm, I suppose I’d just want to be happy, hopefully with a couple of kids, and in a happy relationship.
I would like to be settled in a nice country house and have a couple of cats, maybe.
I would like to own my own shop and have a little business going on.
I just want to be happy.
Today I saw something, someone in my personality, someone I admire a lot, someone who has obviously taught me well, someone who knows how to get what she wants, well, majority of the time, and I didn’t find it weird or strange, I felt, oh what’s the word, vigorated? I felt like I knew who I was, I knew exactly what I wanted to say because I knew I was not shifting until I got what I...
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single...
Single. And not not looking. But I’m not looking.
Single life is good because I don’t have to be like ahhh
BUT I also get lonely, I do want someone, it would be very nice. but I don’t NEED someone.
I guess I am content with my relationship side atm, too much else going on ha.
go on then, I need something to distract myself
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is. Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years. Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol. Day 04 - Your views on religion. Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life. Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself. Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality. Day 08 - A moment you...
It’s funny how you’re whole life can be narrowed down to a pile of bags.
When the clouds have gone, but the sun does not shine, what are we to do?
2007
- I had 6 piercings face alone, tounge piercing, 7 in each ear, double navel I think as well - I never left the house without this much eye liner on - my ears where at 20 mm i think. - I smoked a lot more than I should have done. - I drank a lot more than I should have done. - I was hiding behind my piercings, my hair, my make up. - I didn’t wear the glasses I was supposed to...
I really want to make some cupcakes :( I need moneyyyy and a job.
My Green Turned Blue
haha, so yeah, i like it, but it’s too dark, it needs to lighten itself up.
Also theres something on at the Victoria arcade in leeds.. but i don’t know weather i should go or not, everyone i know in leeds is at a gig and i’ve not got the money, the victoria thing is free… I don’t want to be the person that goes on their own…
So full, but so nicely full..
I don’t have any bowls
I don’t have to go into uni tomorrow.. I should look at my briefs though hahah.
I can’t wait for the wet spot this weekend.
I can’t wait to see hope and soph this weekend XD
going down memory lane isn’t always good.
it’s not always bad.
I miss certain stuff, not people, things, like little moments, the nice ones that just make you smile, even weeks after. I miss cuddles. I miss quick kisses. I miss proper kisses. I miss much more.
It’s been so long. To long. GAH.
Can it be tomorrow like now please?
